Too much of something is bad enough
But something's coming over me to make me wonder
Too much of nothing is just as tough
I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied

Too much of nothing so why don't we give it a try
Too much of something we're gonna be living a lie

school's starting soon.
time to place my priorities right.

i dont wanna be anybody's priority anymore.

amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.

amira hates one word text messages without any punctuation marks at the end.

remind me never to be pissed again at anything and then making it known to my boyfriend because i wouldnt want him to suddenly appear at my void deck at 12.30 in the morning just to make sure i was feeling alright.

mira, jgn perangai please!

tadi mario tak hadir ke sekolah.
katanya, "hidung saya berdarah. awak tolong saya ambil alih kelas darjah empat saya."
oleh kerana dia tua daripada aku 26 tahun, aku akur dengan permintaannya.

aku tak buat sembarang kerja pun tadi di sekolah.
mentang-mentang si mario tak datang, guru-guru bahasa melayu semua hooray-hooray.
aku hanya sempat masukkan gambar-gambar dari cd ke dalam harddrive aku.
sepanjang lima jam di sekolah, aku sibuk facebooking dan bloghopping.
lagi sikit aku nk online shopping tapi aku kawal nafsu aku.

haha.

tepat pada jam 1.30 petang selepas loceng sekolah berbunyi, aku dan aisyah keluar dari sekolah seperti orang tak bersalah.
memang tak salah pun.
kalau dah takde kerja di sekolah, buat apa nk duduk lama-lama, betul tak?

aku teringin nak makan sushi.
dengan semangat kental dan berkobar-kobar, aku dan aisyah pun angkat kaki ke clementi.
nama pusat beli-belah yang baharu dinamakan city vibe.

seolah-olah ianya sebuah pusat beli-belah di chinatown.

setelah aku menyental perut dengan sushi-sushi yang sewaktu dengannya, aku pun jalan-jalan sekejap di clementi.
tak banyak benda yang menarik perhatianku, alhamdulillah.
selamat sikit duit aku yang ada dalam bank.

aku pun berikhtiar untuk membeli telefon rumah cordless.
telefon yang ada di rumahku sekarang mintak kena terajang saje.
apa gunanya kalau ada line telefon tapi tak boleh digunakan?
kesian matair aku nye phone bill.
setiap hari call aku macam dier ada free outgoing gitu.

balik kepada topik aku hari ini.

aku dengan tiba-tiba pissed sendiri kat boon lay station.
semua orang kanchiong spider, macamlah last bas pukul 5.30pm.
aku terutamanya sangat marah dengan seorang budak cina yang cuba untuk menjadi spiderman ketika aku sedang berjalan di belakangnya.
dah gitu takpe, depannya ada seorang ahpek tua yang sedang menolak troli penuh dengan kotak.

aku bukannya risaukan budak cina tu tau.
bayangkan kalau ahpek tua tu yang terjatuh ke, kotak terhempap dier ke.
kan kesian?

budak cina yang nak jadi spiderman tu ter'eye contact' dengan aku.
aku memberikannya jelingan tajam.
secara tiba-tiba dia pun menukar menjadi manusia biasa.
tau pun takut eh kau.

sampai ke rumah aku pissed gila.
nak tido pun tak boleh.
aku pissed jugak sebab batam trip tak jadi.
susah payah je aku countdown untuk ke batam, in the end tak jadi.

moe ni pun satu.
nak sign agreement, kena clash dengan batam trip aku ke?

aku sungguh marah.

dan kepada matair aku yang ingat aku upload gambar kita dua di facebook,
sorry brother.
gambar-gambar terakhir yang aku muatnaikkan ialah gambar pesta di r2.
gambar kita satu haprak pun takde, so takyah risau.
satu starbucks tak tau tentang hubungan kita.

oleh kerana aku pissed,
aku akan makan jemput-jemput pisang yang mak aku buat petang tadi.
nak tau anehnya?

aku paling benci buah pisang.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.

got such guys now mehz?

yesterday while i was excitingly indulged in reading http://minahspeak.livejournal.com,
i received a call from love.
it was 6pm, so confirm chopchop he wasnt working yesterday.
i didnt even know he was having off from work, heh.

anyway,

love: hello? where are you?
me: at home lor, where else?
love: wanna go for dinner?

but i heard, "have you had dinner?" which was by far the most common question during our phone conversations most of the time.

me: no ah, havent eaten yet.
love: oi. im asking you, wanna go have dinner or not? im off today.

haha. org dh ajak mkn, tkkan nk reject!
since our properly planned date was supposed to be on thursday, i guess it wouldnt be of much harm la kan meeting for last minute dinner.

but i was wrong - i was jinxed.

we decided on mr teh tarik, the one located at jurong west street 42.
upon reaching, i had this sudden crave for chicken porridge.
the last time i ate there with my parents, the chicken porridge tasted so damn good.
and iced teh tarik is always the norm for me there.

but.

love: *signaling to me from far like dont know what* bubur ayam dabes!
me: HUH! why today!

i was angry_girldotblogspotdotcom. but never mind.
settled for tissue prata instead.

then love bought drinks.
he came with a teh gajah, and a HOT teh tarik.


me: *kening up up* i wanted iced teh tarik kan!
love: erm. erm. dabes!

YOU WANNA TIPU SOMEONE WHO HAS LIVED IN JURONG FOR THE WHOLE OF HER LIFE KE BROTHER!

me: *disbelief look* you sure?
love: okay la, actually i forgot the "iced" in front of the teh tarik.

wah. angry tahap maksima.
if his bike was there, i would scratch hor!

so anyway, after dinner, i dragged him to the drinks stall to show him that iced teh tarik existed afterall.
haha, perangai.

on the way to my house, we walked past the multi-storey carpark.
and i've got a bad habit of twisting my own tongue and make words sound ridiculous.

"yang, your pike (!!!!) over there?"

PIKE KAPER MIRA!
hahaha. i mixed the word park and bike together.

when both of us already reached home,
he sent me a message:


peter piper pick a piper, peter pike his pike at the carpike

wah wah wah. i didnt make fun of him when he mispronounced coffee grind as coffee crank.

click on this, look at #6.



:)

i just whispered "f you" to my laptop, because imeem.com refused to load.
not like it's my laptop's fault but you know, when you feel irritated, everything else around you seem to be at fault.

they always say a hungry person is an angry person, right?
but im not hungry... so how can i be angry?

i should just go to sleep to appease my anger.
good night worldwideweb.

im pissed off.

where the f is my black apron and my coffee passports, you fat butcher?

yesterday was my very first shift as an rc partner.



this was only 1/3 of the crowd yesterday.
but the shift was alright.
partners were awesome and welcoming, haha.
it was super tiring though to work there.

after work, waited for love to finish his shift.
we headed down to park his bike at esplanade before proceeding to marina square to watch transformers.



these producers/directors are so smart.
in the midst of maybe thousands of robots fighting,
suddenly they did a close-up on megan fox running with her sexy boobs almost pouring out from her bra (if she's wearing any).
very good strategy there.
overall, the movie was alright only.
it didnt leave an impact on me like how night at the museum did.
love and i were confused in at different parts of the movie.
chey. i thought he understood the whole movie.
OKAY FINE. the movie sucked, but megan fox was god damn hot.

love was tired, i know.
but it was really kind of him to accompany me yesterday (although we quarrelled about cranberry walnut toast during work when it was slamming with customers).
oh well, we'd better spend quality time before my school starts, and before he starts work at cathay.

oh gosh. i sound so sad.

love: are you thinking what im thinking, B1?

mira: i think im not, B2.

love: aiya. never mind la. i'll do my beach patrol alone.

haha.

from weekly world news:

LOS ANGELES, CA – The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.

However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.

By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.


i feel damn demoralised.
if a 'man' can look that hot, then why am i here looking like a mother of four kids?

and according to din:

what the hell sia! imagine the guys that have masturbated for her then finds out she's a man! wah, luckily i havent masturbated for her shiol.

i hope it's just rumours.
she's so hot.

yesterday was sb-r2's last store outing to sentosa.
but i cant update about it now - debbie hasnt passed me the pictures yet.
yours truly forgot to bring camera, and of course, forgot the chilli sauce for the foodies.

whats new, you're talking about mira seh.

anyway,
all that aside, love bought me something on monday while i was busy at camp, and he was at orchard with his friend.



i already liked the paper bag when he took it out from his bag.



mira: eh sayang! this one looks like the doorgifts kat malay weddings la!
him: a'ah. there's hard-boiled egg for you inside (HAHA!)



a bracelet! and not only that okay....



... it has my name engraved on it!

haha thank you love!
although we might have to resort to sneaking into the movie theatre to watch transformers 2 because you're broke, it's alright!
i still love you! we can sit outside the theatre and just hear the bombastic sound effects okay?

you know ah, sometimes i really amaze myself.
i blog about him in almost every single entry, like a 14-year old who just fell in love with a 16-year old boy.

more about sentosa soon, and i hope school will close for another week.
no, make it two weeks.

it just sucks to think about sb-r2 with no lights,
verismo and bunn shuttle switched off,
dishwasher and pastry case left unattended.

yesterday, sb-r2 closed for good.
i was contemplating whether to make a trip down last night - maybe to make my last drink or something.
but then i found it ridiculous because i can still make my favourtite drink at sb-rc later on.
love was adamant about me coming, assuring me that he'll send me home and stuff.
i bet he knows perfectly that by me coming, both of us might end up drinking teh gajah at ktm and reach home at 5am or something.
that musnt be the case because i have to report to school at 7.15am for the primary five camp (bummer! more about this next time!).

so this morning, i woke up thinking, "okay. r2's already closed."
i have to make a mental note out of this just in case i blindly make my way to r2 after school or something.
im kental that way.



oh man. bye r2, hello rc.

so yesterday was totally unplanned.

on friday night, love called me and we were crapping so much on the phone from 3am to 7am!
he was like, "baby, tomorrow i nk amek mc ah. weekend asyik burn je!"

OKAY IF ANY OF THE R2 MANAGERS ARE READING THIS, MATI AKU.

haha so he got his long-anticipated mc, and we decided to go to jb citysquare!
i was excited ah like always.
although i have a house in jb and all, i've never stepped into citysqaure at all!
mira kental.
dinner was at swensens, and love was unhappy that the pizza was so so small.
if we had known, we'd have eaten at pizza hut or something.
after that very anti-climax.

"we go back singapore ah. we find nice spot to chill."

haha perangai seh dua budak ni.

so once we reached singapore, we started brainstorming on where to chill.
it was already 9pm, mind you!
to me ah, in singapore the only places that operate 24 hours are ntuc extra hypermart at jp, starbucks raffles city and mustafa centre.

all not to our liking.

so he very smart ah.
we went to liang court starbucks which closes at 12am.
then we perangai again.
we sat at liang court starbucks until 12.30am.
i think the baristas must be cursing us under their breaths. so exciting.
we webcamed with nurul, gossiped about other people like nobody's business.

who's the bitchy one here eh love?

after that, perangai again!
we walked to fort canning.
both of us super adventurous, i tell you!
carried me on his back up the stairs la, running up the thousand flights of stairs la, reading the map in the dark la, pure nonsense!
when we found the pull-up bars, we got excited for no reason!

if you realise ah, it was already 1am, still no pictures taken.

then we lost interest in fort canning.
so we went to marina barrage! my first time, woohoo!
at 1.30am, the rooftop had many people!
wah, singaporeans sure know how to enjoy their saturday nights.

then at 3am, someone decided to take pictures ah.
like hello? muke very basi and disgusting, then you wanna take pictures?

so anyway.



his face needs to be slapped.
he only powernapped for like 2 hours? haha.



wah by this time, i damn irritated already.
"WHY YOUR FACE LIKE THAT AH WHEN WE TAKE PICTURES!"



then when peoplesmile widely for the camera already,
my hand decided that it was too short to capture both of our faces together.
give up!



our favourite shoes. haha.



he has that exact same face when he's flirting with the pretty female customers. haha.



then there were three guys giving out free ice creams! at 4am!



then love super excited. must smoke and eat free ice cream at the same time.

we left marina barrage at 5am.
luckily when i reached home, everyone was asleep, heh.

im enjoying my june holidays so much (: