i wasnt talking about her when i said, "the girl whom shouldnt get herself involved."

i was talking about myself.
if i had known, i wouldnt have gotten myself involved in her teensy-weensy love story with rasyid back then.

then perhaps i would be happier now.
i wont have to deal with any boyfriends getting drunk at esplanade,
or for some reason, any boyfriends CONFIDING in their ex-girlfriends.

how, you tell me?

two years, filled with ups and downs,
love and hate,
good and bad memories.

we've gone through so much,
but there will be a time when i'll just give up, you know?

ah whatever.
from the start, i wouldnt dare meet any of my ex-boyfriends when i already know they're attached.
to catch up on life or what, i dont care.
i've got to take their girlfriends' feelings into consideration.

oh well.
on a brighter note,



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And oh Amira, this one's for you, get this in the head that you shouldn't let his words bring you down totally dearest. If he cant accept you for who you are now or how you look like, then tell yourself you deserve better okay.

I wonder, how could a boyfriend tell his beautiful girlfriend to go for a makeover and even offered to help her be pretty. He's so oblivious to her feelings. And oh yes, my friend is beautiful. She may not be perfect in many ways but she really did her best for you boy.

ok stop it eh mira.
enough of all the emo shit.
if he's not THE ONE, so be it.


i had a good three-round run on the school track just now,
followed by a session of a reluctant dip in the swimming pool.
clor and bless practically pushed me into the pool and expected me to bounce bounce and bop bop - that's how they put it.

someone please remind me, the last time i swam (and almost drowned) was TEN years ago.

to rasyid's ex girlfriend (or rather, i say, girlfriend-to-be),

remember how close to two years ago,
you left me a text message saying, "what goes around, comes around..."?

now are you very happy?
im getting my just desserts.

you can have rasyid back.

best regards,
the girl, whom shouldnt have gotten herself involved.




suddenly,

i feel like throwing those puma shoes into the dustbin,
slamming the mp4 against the wall,
selling the green adidas watch to cash converter,
and burning the green bucket bag to ashes.

i wanna flush our pictures down the toilet bowl,
and i wanna erase you from my mind - permanently.




let's end this, shall we?

my room had a mini makeover.



she was so noisy, we just had to shut her up - literally.





i love my room now.







and my sisters were the two brats who kept disrupting our bangla workers.


and dinner was at swensens, junction 8.
the boy's treat!





clor's mac n cheese was amazing.
and the deep fried mushrooms, fantastic!



my chicken baked rice (:



the man who's paying. haha.



we are happy campers. free food what!



topless 5, woohoo!





cannot tahan! the boy had whipped cream on his nose!
look at my face. haha.

satisfying dinner with clor and the boy.
now its a must to eat at swensens with diy and chelle chong, yeah.

tall caramel no whipped extra java chip chocolate cream chip frappucino blended cream.

i almost died during the beverage communication class during in-store training just now.
but i think i can manage (:
hands-on practical was hell fun; me dropping the blender's cover la, taking the dom lid insted of the flat one, and of course a classic blunder of mine - not swirling hard enough.

haha.

met the boy after work, and sat at boat quay with him and his primary schoolmates.
a miracle that i didnt feel a tinge of exhaustion,
perhaps due to the cafe estima i drank during coffee-tasting.
im not so much of a coffee person, you know.
so, having sleepless nights to the shocking caffeine intake was terrible.

i gave $5 to the auntie selling tissue packets at boon lay just now.
and i felt damn good.

which means now im short of $5 to buy those pair of black jazz shoes, hah.


my baby girl:









if she were to be larger and flatter,
she's equivalent to those furry, white carpets from aussie.

im so satisfied with the mp4 the boy had bought for me.
its 4gb, and i can finally dump all my songs in with zero disturbance or whatsoever.

happy happy turtles.

anyway, i've come up with a diet, or rather, an exercise regime once school ends.

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i will never fail to jog twice a day, an hour each.
haha, only God knows whether i'll keep up with the regime - knowing how undisciplined i am.

we'll see, we will.

the boy's aunt and dad insisted that i come over to their house today after school.
i did - thinking that we were going to celebrate his dad's birthday which happens to be tomorrow.

i was kept busy; having to pick the boy's younger sister from ang mo kio,
accompanying his dad for a haircut and what-not.

seemed like no one actually wanted me to be around the house.

haha.
but i was given the shock of my life when the boy walked out from the kitchen carrying a chocolate cake and brightly-lit candles.

they planned a surprise for me!

it was yet another simple celebration, and im happy with it.

my birthday!
hurray, im 20!

mum gave me a birthday kiss early in the morning (i was groggy and sick and disgusting and all),
and i continued sleeping until 11am.

like an oink-oink.

accompanied mum to the supermarket,
where she shopped for the kitchen necessities like crazy.

project xxx to the max started in the kitchen.
here are the pictures - happy happy pictures, food glorious food.

the foodies:









mum baked chocolate brownie for me!



the boy made 20 chocolate cupcakes for me! yes, the boy! yes, 20 cupcakes!




the birthday girl:







and the boy loves my cat.



and the birthday girl loves the boy, haha.


birthday gifts:

from the aunt and uncle



from the boy



from the boy



from the boy
YES HE BOUGHT ME THE EXACT DESIGN OF ADIDAS WATCH I WANTED, SAME AS THE CLASS GIRLS :))



from the boy



from the sister



from lylie



from bless and clor



from the class girls



and the verdict?
this IS the best birthday i've always wanted.
im still amazed at the gifts the boy has given me.

thanks to MS0502, thanks to the boy, thanks mum, dad and sisters.

the class decided to give clor and i our well-deserved advanced birthday celebration.
it was a surprise - benson kept insisting that we were going to have a class meeting in the other room.

but mich let the cat out of the bag when she got a little pissed that clor and i were there early.
"why you come so early!"

the class sang us our birthday song, THREE times by the way, haha.

pictures pictures pictures :)





we were supposed to make a wish, but i covered my face cos i dont have any wishes as yet.



shy ah! everyone was looking at us.



i ordered the cupcakes for clor as birthday present, but ended up, i got surprised too.



clor got a graffiti board from the class, to be hung up in her cool bedroom.





as you can see from the pic, clor got a paper plane cos she wants to be a pilot, and i got a jotter book cos i wanna be a teacher.
the guys bought a bicycle for me, cos i just learnt how to really ride a bike, heh.









gorgeous cupcakes!



happy girl (haha extra only! lol)



the ang mo kio hub girls. ya me included, haha.

the class girls bought the black-gold adidas watch that i've always wanted.
i was super touched, but i couldnt cry cos i was too excited too.

i dont know what im talking about,
but the class celebration marked the start of a wonderful birthday - just like i've always wanted.

loves.