my sweaty palms.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Too much of something is bad enough
But something's coming over me to make me wonder
Too much of nothing is just as tough
I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied

Too much of nothing so why don't we give it a try
Too much of something we're gonna be living a lie


school's starting soon.
time to place my priorities right.

i dont wanna be anybody's priority anymore.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.
amira hates one word text messages.

amira hates one word text messages without any punctuation marks at the end.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

remind me never to be pissed again at anything and then making it known to my boyfriend because i wouldnt want him to suddenly appear at my void deck at 12.30 in the morning just to make sure i was feeling alright.

mira, jgn perangai please!

Monday, July 13, 2009

tadi mario tak hadir ke sekolah.
katanya, "hidung saya berdarah. awak tolong saya ambil alih kelas darjah empat saya."
oleh kerana dia tua daripada aku 26 tahun, aku akur dengan permintaannya.

aku tak buat sembarang kerja pun tadi di sekolah.
mentang-mentang si mario tak datang, guru-guru bahasa melayu semua hooray-hooray.
aku hanya sempat masukkan gambar-gambar dari cd ke dalam harddrive aku.
sepanjang lima jam di sekolah, aku sibuk facebooking dan bloghopping.
lagi sikit aku nk online shopping tapi aku kawal nafsu aku.

haha.

tepat pada jam 1.30 petang selepas loceng sekolah berbunyi, aku dan aisyah keluar dari sekolah seperti orang tak bersalah.
memang tak salah pun.
kalau dah takde kerja di sekolah, buat apa nk duduk lama-lama, betul tak?

aku teringin nak makan sushi.
dengan semangat kental dan berkobar-kobar, aku dan aisyah pun angkat kaki ke clementi.
nama pusat beli-belah yang baharu dinamakan city vibe.

seolah-olah ianya sebuah pusat beli-belah di chinatown.

setelah aku menyental perut dengan sushi-sushi yang sewaktu dengannya, aku pun jalan-jalan sekejap di clementi.
tak banyak benda yang menarik perhatianku, alhamdulillah.
selamat sikit duit aku yang ada dalam bank.

aku pun berikhtiar untuk membeli telefon rumah cordless.
telefon yang ada di rumahku sekarang mintak kena terajang saje.
apa gunanya kalau ada line telefon tapi tak boleh digunakan?
kesian matair aku nye phone bill.
setiap hari call aku macam dier ada free outgoing gitu.

balik kepada topik aku hari ini.

aku dengan tiba-tiba pissed sendiri kat boon lay station.
semua orang kanchiong spider, macamlah last bas pukul 5.30pm.
aku terutamanya sangat marah dengan seorang budak cina yang cuba untuk menjadi spiderman ketika aku sedang berjalan di belakangnya.
dah gitu takpe, depannya ada seorang ahpek tua yang sedang menolak troli penuh dengan kotak.

aku bukannya risaukan budak cina tu tau.
bayangkan kalau ahpek tua tu yang terjatuh ke, kotak terhempap dier ke.
kan kesian?

budak cina yang nak jadi spiderman tu ter'eye contact' dengan aku.
aku memberikannya jelingan tajam.
secara tiba-tiba dia pun menukar menjadi manusia biasa.
tau pun takut eh kau.

sampai ke rumah aku pissed gila.
nak tido pun tak boleh.
aku pissed jugak sebab batam trip tak jadi.
susah payah je aku countdown untuk ke batam, in the end tak jadi.

moe ni pun satu.
nak sign agreement, kena clash dengan batam trip aku ke?

aku sungguh marah.

dan kepada matair aku yang ingat aku upload gambar kita dua di facebook,
sorry brother.
gambar-gambar terakhir yang aku muatnaikkan ialah gambar pesta di r2.
gambar kita satu haprak pun takde, so takyah risau.
satu starbucks tak tau tentang hubungan kita.

oleh kerana aku pissed,
aku akan makan jemput-jemput pisang yang mak aku buat petang tadi.
nak tau anehnya?

aku paling benci buah pisang.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.


got such guys now mehz?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

yesterday while i was excitingly indulged in reading http://minahspeak.livejournal.com,
i received a call from love.
it was 6pm, so confirm chopchop he wasnt working yesterday.
i didnt even know he was having off from work, heh.

anyway,

love: hello? where are you?
me: at home lor, where else?
love: wanna go for dinner?


but i heard, "have you had dinner?" which was by far the most common question during our phone conversations most of the time.

me: no ah, havent eaten yet.
love: oi. im asking you, wanna go have dinner or not? im off today.


haha. org dh ajak mkn, tkkan nk reject!
since our properly planned date was supposed to be on thursday, i guess it wouldnt be of much harm la kan meeting for last minute dinner.

but i was wrong - i was jinxed.

we decided on mr teh tarik, the one located at jurong west street 42.
upon reaching, i had this sudden crave for chicken porridge.
the last time i ate there with my parents, the chicken porridge tasted so damn good.
and iced teh tarik is always the norm for me there.

but.

love: *signaling to me from far like dont know what* bubur ayam dabes!
me: HUH! why today!


i was angry_girldotblogspotdotcom. but never mind.
settled for tissue prata instead.

then love bought drinks.
he came with a teh gajah, and a HOT teh tarik.


me: *kening up up* i wanted iced teh tarik kan!
love: erm. erm. dabes!


YOU WANNA TIPU SOMEONE WHO HAS LIVED IN JURONG FOR THE WHOLE OF HER LIFE KE BROTHER!

me: *disbelief look* you sure?
love: okay la, actually i forgot the "iced" in front of the teh tarik.


wah. angry tahap maksima.
if his bike was there, i would scratch hor!

so anyway, after dinner, i dragged him to the drinks stall to show him that iced teh tarik existed afterall.
haha, perangai.

on the way to my house, we walked past the multi-storey carpark.
and i've got a bad habit of twisting my own tongue and make words sound ridiculous.

"yang, your pike (!!!!) over there?"

PIKE KAPER MIRA!
hahaha. i mixed the word park and bike together.

when both of us already reached home,
he sent me a message:


peter piper pick a piper, peter pike his pike at the carpike


wah wah wah. i didnt make fun of him when he mispronounced coffee grind as coffee crank.

Monday, July 6, 2009

click on this, look at #6.



:)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

i just whispered "f you" to my laptop, because imeem.com refused to load.
not like it's my laptop's fault but you know, when you feel irritated, everything else around you seem to be at fault.

they always say a hungry person is an angry person, right?
but im not hungry... so how can i be angry?

i should just go to sleep to appease my anger.
good night worldwideweb.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

im pissed off.

where the f is my black apron and my coffee passports, you fat butcher?