i was bloghopping to a friend's ex boyfriend's blog (lets call this guy H),
and happened to realise that they are having the same problem as rasyid and me.
rasyid and i are currently holding on - things are still hanging now.

here's an excerpt from H's blog:

"...and yeahh,ME and MY FRIENDS which she hate so much are alcoholic believe it or hate it..
if you're down and out,a bunch of real friends and some drinks will slower down your problems BUT not solving them..."

i stoned for perhaps a few minutes, and tried to digest the whole sentence written.

if you're down and out, all you need is someone to talk/wail to.
you dont have to drown yourself in alcohol, especially when you know your girl doesnt like it.
getting drunk at esplanade doesnt seem to be a respectable thing to do.
and real friends will respect your girl's/your decision.
what, drinking will slow down your problems?

f it la. excuses.

but of course, terpulang pada individu.
im very angry, for my friend. hope she's ok.