from bless to me,

dearest laleeng!

i understand how difficult for words to form at your mouth right now,
and everything in your head is a big lump.
you think no one, even yourself can comprehend!

with every word mentioned,
and everywhere you go,
the memories just cant stop flashing,
the conversations,
the laughter, and his face.

but the world just keeps on moving,
and you'll just stay watching helplessly.

then the tears in your eyes have to fall,
and the straight face you've been trying to hold cringes and you break down.

through all these and more,
baby, you've got to believe in yourself cos we believe in you.
it pains to see you in this state but i trust that you'll take care of yourself.

baby, you've got to, and you will get over this.

i love you,
<3 Blessie.

to the rest too,
thank you so much.

judging from my emo posts,
im going to audition for the upcoming gelora episode #453. NOT.






all i can do is hope. and pray.
i want us to rub noses like always.