chanced upon this on the net. interesting, very.


When You Love Someone
by Preppie

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

This poem is about a girl who is so in love with a boy.
She thinks everything is going perfectly and that their love is growing.
Then one say everything turns around and he starts ignoring her and putting her down.
It gets better again for a couple days.
Then he goes back to being mean and eventually they broke off.

such coincidence is so hard to come by, aye?

so anyway, my weekend has been in a total turmoil.
i've decided to just bum around and wait for miracles to happen, hopefully.
eventually, the bad eggs will get their just desserts.

i believe in retribution, remember?
this vicious cycle never ends.

last night someone slipped a ring onto my finger.
holding my hand tight, he promised that we'll get our own rings once he gets a job.

his promises were always empty most of the time.

i just kept mum, and stared into blank space.
the ring was pretty, indeed.
whether he was really sincere, i dont know exactly.

he is a fine actor, who has the ability to bag the most convincing actor award for Suria or even Vasantham.
because as an actor, what he had said to me might also be said to other gullible girls.

like me. im a gullible being.

the ring is still on my finger now.
i'll look at it while im typing away on the keyboard, or when im on the phone trying to fix an appointment date with the teachers.

he thinks having blessed with good looks enables him to hurt people with his sweet words.

i think otherwise.

out for dinner with clorine later, work at delifrance in the evening after that.
armed with new packets of tissue, im getting mentally prepared for heartbreaks later on at night.

the actor sure bullshits his way through, sad enough.