that once, familiar, friendly, loving vibe seemed to disappear into thin air.
i couldnt relate to you like how i used to,
let alone flash you a smile like always.

i just cant talk to you anymore.


her: are you going to your cousin's wedding? get dressed, come on.

me: im not going. i've got plans, im going out.

her: why? its your cousin's wedding. please. just go.

me: i dont want to. im going to look for a job.

her: today? go tomorrow. or even this afternoon after the whole thing.

me: nope. i dont wish to.

or maybe, i just wanna be alone.