at the end of the day, you've disappointed me as a friend.
i still cannot comprehend what a soft-hearted person i am, when it comes to helping friends in need.

perhaps back then, my primary school teachers stressed far too much on 'a friend in need is a friend indeed'. tsk.

millions of excuses you've given me,
billions of trips i've made to the atm after those empty promises you've provided me,
made me cringe in disgust and fear.

disgusted that i helped a person like you,
fear of losing a friend like you.