02-Aug-2007 5.00am

There are still things you dont know about me.. let me tell you..
I always pray and hope that our relationship wouldnt fade.. but did you do it?
I love you - This is what i have to go against, everything that is being thrown at us..
Please keep the very little trust you have for me, for that is the only thing thats keeping us together..
Dont leave me hun..
I need you in this.. Dont let our relationship be mere memories..
I love you MIRA!

-Rasyid.

i woke up at 6 promptly to do my prayers, and chanced upon the above read message sent an hour before.
this bad habit of reading messages while im subconsciously awake, has grown rapidly in me like a fungi.
this is dispiriting, seriously.
people always blame me for not replying messages, when in actual fact, i am often unaware of the presence of their text messages lying in my phone.

what a bittersweet fact.

but my mood gets uplifted everytime i think about the upcoming bbq pit (:

i meant to upload pictures from my phone, but i think my sherri has hidden the cable somewhere in my already-messed up crib.
so that will have to wait.

for now, you've left me dangling in the air, hanging onto false hopes,

and falling deeper for you.